I'm Tired Of Begging For The Things That I Want

So. First full week of school finally coming to a close. It wasn't even that bad. I'm just sort of scared of how fast the rest of it will go now. There were some intense moments in this past week. Like when I told someone that I was starting to develop feelings for them. I totally thought it was going to be awkward, but I still haven't decided whether it is or not. But I'm pretty sure it's not awkward at all. I tried so hard to prevent this from happening but I couldn't stop it. I guess that just shows that feelings like this can't be ignored. I mean I don't even get it. I am really good at ignoring/hiding my feelings. I don't even know what made me tell her. It was sort of just like word vomit. xD Someone told me I should ask her if she likes me back, but I don't want to. For one, it doesn't really matter to me if she does or not (Okay that was a total lie but whateves). And second, she already has a girlfriend and I don't want to put any pressure on her. But anyway, I'm bored and have nothing else to say about my week so I will post again on like, Tuesday. If I remember. Lol.

If You Can't Hang Then There's The Door

Sooo. I haven't blogged in awhile but now's the time to make up for that. So let me start with summer. It was pretty boring so there's not really much to say there. Ha. School has just restarted and I already feel like I've been here for months. :p That's how bad it drags on. There is a plus side though. I have my best friend back. I don't think this year would of been as fun without her here.  But anywayssss, that's all I have to say for now. So toodlezzz.