Life: Day Twenty-Seven, Twenty-Eight, Twenty-Nine, Thirty.

Day Twenty-Seven - Name and shame - someone’s status/someone in general on Facebook that makes you cringe:

I really don't care.

Day Twenty-Eight - An embarrassing/socially awkward situation you’ve found yourself in:

Let's not.

Day Twenty-Nine - Something you’re not proud of:

I have nothing to be proud of.

Day Thirty - The last argument you had:

Probably something stupid with my mother.

Life: Day Twenty-Four, Twenty-Five, Twenty-Six.

Day Twenty-Four - Your view on being ‘Tumblr famous’:

Idunno.
I'm not Tumblr famous.

Day Twenty-Five - Someone you’d like to be for a day and why:

I'd want to be anyone other than me.
I just want to get out of my own mind for a change.

Day Twenty-Six - 5 things within touching distance right now:

My phone, my iPod, my computer, my bookbag, a chair.

Life: Day Twenty-One, Twenty-Two, Twenty-Three.

Day Twenty-One - Press ctrl and v and post:

Tell me that it’s difficult to not think of death sometimes.
La Dispute lyrics.

Day Twenty-Two - Post a bit of your last text message conversation:

I don't remember, I haven't had a phone for like three days.

Day Twenty-Three - 5 things you want to change:

I just don't want to be so depressed anymore.

Life: Day Fifteen, Sixteen, Seventeen, Eighteen, Nineteen, Twenty.

Day Fifteen - Lyrics that apply to your current situation/mood:

~Cause when you never see the light it's hard to know which one of us is caving.
Stay by Rihanna.

Day Sixteen - A drunken story:

I don’t have any because I’m lame and I've never gotten drunk.

Day Seventeen - Something you regret:

I regret a lot of things.
I regret not taking risks when I should of.

Day Eighteen - To do list:

I don't make to do lists.
I go with the flow, mayne.

Day Nineteen - Post a picture of yourself without make-up/hair done:

I don't wear makeup.
And I just got out of the shower in this picture so my hair isn't really 'done'. Ahah.

Day Twenty - Your best sexual experience/your sex life or lack thereof:

*Lack thereof*
I'm totes lame.

Life: Day Nine, Ten, Eleven, Twelve, Thirteen, Fourteen.

Day Nine - Something that makes you sad when you think about it:

Living and breathing.

Day Ten - One thing you’ve lied about:

My entire life is a lie.

Day Eleven - Would you rather be stranded on a desert island with someone you love for 10 years or someone you hate for a month? Keep in mind you have to survive:

I'd rather be with someone I love.
Who says you HAVE to survive.

Day Twelve - Something you’re currently worrying about:

How much longer I'm going to be able to handle this.

Day Thirteen - Name one person off Tumblr you’d throw off a cliff, one you’d marry and one you’d shag:

I don't know anyone from Tumblr.
I just know their blogs.

Day Fourteen - Something disgusting you do.

Everything about me is disgusting.

Life: Day Eight.

Your last night out in detail:

I DON'T REMEMBER.

Life: Day Seven.

Things you like/don’t like about the way you look:

I don't like a single thing about the way I look.
I hate the way I look.
So cliche of me.

Life: Day Six.

How you’d spend $10,000:

I'd buy a car and get the fuck out of here.

Life: Day Five.

Weird things you do when you’re alone:

Uhm, I sing? And I tend to talk to myself. And to my cat. And to no one in general.

Life: Day Four.

The best thing to happen to you this week:

Well good thing it's Friday.
The best thing to happen to me this week.
Hmm.
Probably when I stayed the night at da bess friends house Monday night.
And when I got to hang out wiss my Bear on Tuesday.
That's about it.

Life: Day Three.

5 things that irritate you about the opposite sex/same sex:

1. Boys: Immature.
2. Girls: Drama.
3. Boys: Try too hard to act like they're the shit.
4. Girls: I can't stand the snotty ones.
5. Boys: Boys are just icky.

Life: Day Two.

A famous person you’ve been compared to:

None.
I'm not cool enough to be compared to a famous person, the hell.

Life: Day One.

I'm starting another challenge because I'm bored and have nothing better to do.

The person you like and why you like them:

I'm currently trying to like no one. I'm not going to go into detail because it's too personal for this blog.

I'm Lost Without You.

Basically my life in a nutshell.

I'm Nothing, Just Bleeding.

True, that.

Let's Play Your Love Game.

I'd take them all.

Hold Me In My Sleep.

Forsaking My Love

I hate you
I wish to tear you away from me
This tumor that clings to my chest
The thing that makes me ache
That haunts my dreams
And tears at my desires
You have brought me only pain
My untamed heart
That beast that gnaws at my soul
That pitifully whines
Bringing my mind into unwanted pain
Yet how can I blame you
How can I chastise you when I listen intently to your pleas
Why should I punish you for what my eyes feed upon
How can I blame my eyes for falling upon her
She who brings light to the eternal darkness of my soul
She whose eyes bring me to subjection
Whose smile leaves me in awe
How can I blame you when my ears are met with her laughter
How they submerge into her song
How they quiver at her voice
Why should I punish you for inclining my soul
Tempting it with the one sense that has been forsaken by her
How could I look over the thought of the brushing of lips
The touching of hands
The binding of the soul, mind, and body
O you wretched heart
What am I to do with this constant companion
How could I tear you away
When she is the cause of my agony
Or rather
It is the lack of her which brings me sorrow
It is the need for her that leaves my heart in pain
Yet she is not mine
She was never mine
She will never be mine
O my poor heart
How can I make you see reason
When all you do is show me the truth

I found this while looking for a poem for my ARC class.

It basically describes my entire life story AND IT'S WEIRD.

I like this poem though. :3

Tell Me, Where Did It Go?

I actually do this a lot.
It's a bit ridiculous.

I Need You So Bad.

True story, bro.

Oh, This Is Terrible.

I Want To Tell Her That I Love Her, But I Just Don't Know.

They Say That Love Is Forever.

I don't know why, but I thought this was really cute.

I hate myself for what I've done.

I can't stop crying about it.

Why do I keep ruining things that matter.

I'm So Sick Of Fights, I Hate Them.

I Can't Keep Your Voice Out Of My Head.

Omnom: Day 30

Take a picture of yourself right now and post it, or post the most recent picture you can find.

This is the most recent of me.
I'm not taking one right now because I probably look like shit.

Someone just kill me already.
I'd rather be dead than have to deal with this anymore.

Omnom: Day 29

Your opinions on the television show Glee.

I’ve never watched an episode of that show in my life.

Whoever said crying helps is a fucking liar.

Omnom: Day 28

Your first celebrity crush.

I don’t remember.
But I’m in love with Andrew Biersack right now.

I'm just pissed...

Omnom: Day 27

List your three favorite girls names, three favorite boys names and your three favorite names for a pet.

Girls: Jade, Aaliyah, Blake.
Boys: Phoenix, Malakai, Adrian.
Pets: Maz, Zoe, Pax.
Pets names were just random things that came to my mind. :p

Bitches Love Me. (Loljk)

Bitches love him. <3

Omnom: Day 26

Name one place you would love to visit one day.

I’d like to visit everywhere.

I'll Leave When I Wanna.

Aww look. There's Andy. And Juliet. They're so fucking cute together. Really cute. Like, omg why can't I be her. Cuteeeeeeeeee.

Omnom: Day 25

Tell us about the last book you read (for leisure or for school).

I’m currently reading Finale. It’s about fallen angels and Nephilium and stuff. It’s pretty good, you should read the series sometime.

I Will Wait.

This is an amazing song. (:

Omnom: Day 24

Tell us about the last movie you saw in theaters.

Identity Thief. It was thee funniest movie ever. (:
Just go see it.

Forgive Me.

Omnom: Day 23

Your opinion on Lady Gaga.

I’m gaga for Gaga.
Loljk.
She’s okay, I guess.

Omnom: Day 22

Do you play a sport? Tell us about it. If not, talk about a different hobby you may have.

Does playing catch with a football in the street count? If so, then I usually do that with Kayla. It’s pretty entertaining.

Do You Feel The Way I Do Right Now?

Asdgdfrthfbcbv.

Omnom: Day 21

Your favorite subject to study.

Psychology. (:

Omnom: Days 19 & 20

*I'm doing two because I'm not going to have internet access tomorrowwwww.

Day 19: The initials of your crush(es)

Ahah, you’re funny.



Day 20: Do you wear glasses? If so, what are they for?

Yes, because I’m blindddd. :p

Omnom: Day 18

Do you drink soda more often than milk?

 .. Unfortunately, yes. -_-

Omnom: Days 16 & 17

Day 16: Your favorite Disney princess movie.

Pocahontas or Beauty and the Beast or Cinderella or The Little Mermaid.



Day 17: Your thoughts on Ugg boots

.. The hell are ‘Ugg’ boots

I Left My Heart At Home.

My favorite part of Gangster Squad.
What am I saying, the entire movie is my favorite.
But this is a really good part.
I'm in love.

Omnom: Day 15

Tell us your favorite junk food.

Poptarts.
If that counts as junk food.

Omnom: Day 14

Do you have siblings? Talk about them, or talk about what it’s like to be an only child. 

I have two older brothers. Darwin is 33 and I hardly know him because he’s been in and out of jail/prison ever since I was born. Rj is 26 and he’s gay. He’s my favorite because he knows how to make everyone laugh. I love him very much.

Keep Your Eyes Open.

This is literally my entire life story.

Omnom: Day 13

Your thoughts or opinions about Mean Girls.

Love it. Can quote basically the entire movie. Hell yeah, fuckin’ right. Okay, that was too far.

Omnom: Days 11 & 12

Day 11: Your top three favorite bands. 

Black Veil Brides, Pierce The Veil, Sleeping With Sirens.

Day 12: Your thoughts or opinions about Harry Potter. 

I’ve read the entire series like, four times and I can quote every movie except the last two, because I haven’t watched those two as much. Yet.

Omnom: Day 10

Talk about your pets, or the pets you would like to have.

My first pet was my Siberian husky, Sparky. He ran away when we went to Canada because I wasn’t there. My next pet was Mojo my orange cat. And while we had Mojo, we got Cutie Pie, my grey cat. I think Cutie Pie got out and didn’t come back. We had to move and where we moved, we couldn’t have Mojo, so we gave him to a friend, and he ran away. Next is Shadow, my other grey cat. I still have her and she’s 9 years old. 52 in human years. Damn she’s old. Aha. And then I got another Siberian husky, but she got stolen out of her cage. And then there’s Mittens. We still have him and he’s about 5 years old now. And he’s one big kitty.

Omnom: Day 9

Favorite Meme At The Moment.

Me gusta diss one. (:

Omnom: Day 8

Are you a fitness guru or a couch potato? Talk about your exercise habits.

I’m neither. I’m a lazy ass, but I don’t like just sitting on the couch watching tv. But I like laying in my bed and watching movies. Aha.

I Am Not A Human Being.

Why do I do this to myself.

Omnom: Days 6 & 7

Day 6: Your favorite season and why.

Spring, because I like the way the air smells when the snow is melting.

Day 7: How you came across Tumblr, and how your life has changed since joining.

A friend told me about it and that was when we both decided to make one. I found out that people in the world actually have some of the same interests and feels as I do. That’s how my life was changed by it, I guess.

Omnom: Days 4 & 5

Day 4: Write About Your Closest Friend(s).

I have two best friends.

Ashlynne - How do I even begin to explain her. Uhm, she’s probably the only person that can make me laugh when I’m in a bad mood, she’s obnoxious as hell and admits to it, aha, she’s usually quiet around everyone, except me I guess and I had a crush on her for longer than anyone else. A year and a half. Jeez. :p She’s probably the closest person to me and I love her so much. I don’t know what I’d do without her crazy ass.

Taylor - She’s outspoken and doesn’t get awkward usually. She calls me Panda and I call her Bear. I don’t know how else to explain her. Lol. I love you, Bear.



Day 5: Tell Us Your Three Favorite Colors.

Purple, Black and White.

Omnom: Day 3

Your Favorite Television Program.

2 Broke Girls 4eves.

Omnom: Day 2

Talk about your piercings or tattoos if you have any.

I have snakebites, I'm stretching my ears so I guess that counts as piercings, and I have a tattoo on my left forearm.

My tattoo is the logo of one of my favorite bands, Black Veil Brides. Uhm, my piercings .. well, Idunno. I enjoy them. Aha.

Omnom: Day 1

I'm starting another challenge because I have nothing better to do with my life. :p

Your middle name and how you feel about it.

JoEllen.
It's alright I guess. It's unique and I'm pretty sure no one else in the world has it.
So, yeah.

You're Just Wasted And Thinkin' 'Bout The Past Again.

I fucking love Ashley Purdy.
He's so .. inspirational. (:

Trying To Be Something More.

Not might not happen, I know it won't happen. So it's even harder.


Iweefdsvioooiuy7tesxhu85ederf  <---- A few words from Gracyn.

You Don't Seem To Care.

I don't know why I'm letting this bother me so much but it is. You say you the reason you stopped talking to me is because me and my mom are too much drama. WELL LOOK IN THE FUCKING MIRROR BITCH. You'll see that all this fucking 'drama' was started by you and your god damn dad. And you're going down the same road he is. You're getting sucked into his lies and his drinking and drugs so one day, you're going to end up just like him. And I'm glad we no longer associate because I don't want to deal with your bullshit anymore. Go to hell and find something better to do with your life other than talk shit about me and my mom behind my back. I fucking hate you.

You Make Me Feel Like I've Been Locked Out Of Heaven.

KSNDFNMDF,MD

Omfg, want.
These are the sexiest shoes ever.

I Just Don't Know.

Do you know what really pisses me off? The fact that one second you could be so close to a person, you actually considered them to be like a sibling. Then the next second, they start dating someone and they drop you like you were nothing to them to begin with. The funny thing is, I actually let myself think she cared. That, she would be the sister I never had. But now I'm pretty sure I was nothing to begin with. Just someone that was there but wasn't important.

Go fuck yourself. I'm done with you.

Your Forever Is All That I Need.

Speaks for itself.

Challenge: Day 30

Write About Your Morning Routine.

Get up, go to school. There.

Nothing Feels Like Home.

 

This is my life in a nutshell. Yup.

Challenge: Day 29

If You Could Be Famous For One Thing, What Would It Be?

I don't want to be famous. Like, at all.

Wretched And Divine.

ISN'T THAT THE MOST GORGEOUS FACE YOU'VE EVER SEEN.
Omfg. I just died.

Challenge: Day 28

Write About The Last Dream You Remember Having.

Uhm, Idunno.
I remember I had a dream that I kissed someone.
I'm not going to say who but yeah.
It was a good dream.

Challenge: Day 27

What was your most memorable vacation?

Probably the one to Colorado. We were living there but I call it more of a vacation because we were only there for like two months. Then 9/11 happened and all our family here got scared and told us to come back. :p

Challenge: Day 26

Post A Picture Of Something Yellow.
Isn't he the cutest little thing you've ever seen. xD

Shine Bright Like A Diamond.

Yeah, no shit.
That's like, my entire life right now. :p

I've Been Shattered By The Ones I Thought I Loved.

I still love Marilyn Monroe. (:

Challenge: Day 25

What's In Your Purse?

LOLOL. What purse?