I Don't Know What's Worth Fighting For.

Okay. So I've decided that I am going to make my private blog public. But just not right now. I need to write a few more things first before I post the link on here. But I will make it public because sometimes I need to clear things up.

Can We Speed Up The Process Please?

I love Marilyn Monroe. I'm going to be posting a lot more of her quotes. (:
And this picture is obviously Photoshopped but whatever. I like it anyways.

Random Challenge: Day 24

Make A Playlist For Someone:
Dude I don't even know. There's too many songs in the world and I don't know who to even make a playlist for. :p

Check My Flow.

This is true.
But yet I still have a hard time believing it.

Random Challenge: Day 23

Something You Wish You Had Done In Your Life:
I should of told Ashlynne I liked her last year when I had the chance.

How Low Can You Go.

I wish I could move on sometimes. :p

Random Challenge: Day 22

Something You Wish You Hadn't Done In Your Life:
I think I'm going to go with the pills.
But then again I'm not sure.
Lately, I've kind of had the urge to do them again.
So I don't know.

The Sound Of Winter

AWWWWWWWWWWWW.
Ain't he cuteeeeee. x3

It's So Hard To Stay.

I love Asking Alexandria and their lyrics. (:

Leave Your Fears Behind.

I have to tell myself this everyday.

Random Challenge: Day 21

Your Best Friend Is In A Car Accident And You Two Got In A Fight An Hour Before. What Do You Do?:

Uhm, I would freak the fuck out.
Then I would probably die.

Random Challenge: Day 20

Your Views On Drugs And Alcohol:
It's whatever.
Let people do what they want. :p

Get Like Me.

Bob Marley is the shit.
I love the majority of his quotes.

Only Time Can Heal The Pain.

My favorite quote out of all the Twilight movies.
I love it.

Random Challenge: Day 19

What Do You Think Of Religion?
I don't really care.
People can believe what they want.
I'm an atheist.

Music Day 30

Your Favorite Song This Time Last Year:
I'm pretty sure it was 'Fallen Angels' by the Black Veil Brides.

The Truth Is So Cold.

So. I'm almost done with all the challenges and I have to find something else to blog about. Well I've decided I'm going to post pictures of quotes/sayings and other stuff. I'll probably post one or two everyday. Well, I'll try to at least. And I've made another blog. -__- It's private as of right now but I'm still trying to decide whether or not to keep it that way. If I decide to make it not private, I shall post the link on here. But yeah. Later.

Random Challenge: Day 18

Your Views On Gay Marriage:
Fuck yeah bitches.
I'm all for it.
Love is what it is.
Don't be hatin'.

Music Day 29

A Song From Your Childhood:
 'Genie In A Bottle' by Christina Aguilera. Lol.

Random Challenge: Day 17

A Book You've Read That Changed Your Views On Something:
I don't even know.

Picture: 30

A Picture Of Someone You Miss:
I miss Violet.
I miss the old Violet.
I miss the Violet before she started dating that guy.
I miss my sister.

Music Day 28

A Song That Makes You Feel Guilty:
'Pain' by Three Days Grace
It reminds me of the things that I've done.
The things I should be ashamed of but I'm not.

Random Challenge: Day 16

Someone Or Something You Definitely Could Live Without:
I can live without TV. That's about it. I think.

A Letter To My Reflection In The Mirror.

Dear Reflection,
Disappear.
Just .. go away.
I hate you.

Picture: 29

A Picture That Can Always Make You Smile:
I love huskies. They're the cutest.

Music Day 27

A Song That You Wish You Could Play:
I wish I could play any song by the Black Veil Brides on guitar.

Random Challenge: Day 15

Something Or Someone You Couldn't Live Without Because You've Tried Living Without It:

My best friends. Nuff said.

A Letter To Someone You Want To Tell Everything To But Too Afraid.

There are probably only two people that I want to tell everything to.
My mom and Ashlynne.
But I'm not going to write letters to them because that's just too personal.

Picture: 28

A Picture Of Something You're Afraid Of:
The only thing I'm afraid of in this world is losing someone close to me.

Music Day 26

A Song That You Can Play On An Instrument:
I don't play any instruments.

I Am The Waiting One It Seems.

There's So Many Things That I Could Say,
But I'm Sure It Would Come Out All Wrong.
You Got Something That I Can't Explain,
Still Try And Try And Let You Know ...

... You Still Have All Of My Heart. 

There's a random post for the day. (:

Random Challenge: Day 14

A Hero That Has Let You Down (A Letter);

Edward Cullen. You sexy beast. Y U no real. Big disappointment man. Smfh.

A Letter To The Person I Made A Pinky Promise With.

Dude. I don't even remember. What is this.

Picture: 27

A Picture Of Yourself And A Family Member:
Yeah. I don't take pictures. So.

Music Day 25

A Song That Makes You Laugh:
Probably 'Shake That Ass' by Eminem. Just because of the lyrics. He says some funny shit. xD

Random Challenge: Day 13

A Band Or Artist That Has Gotten You Through Some Tough Days (A Letter)
Dear Cobra Starship,
I love the two maybe three songs that I know by you. Your songs make me happy. That is all. (:
(Yeah this is totally random but I don't care)

A Letter To The Person I Know Going Through The Worst Time.

I don't know anyone going through a rough time.

Picture: 26

A Picture Of Something That Means A Lot To You:

My best friends mean everything to me. I wouldn't be here without them.

Music Day 24

A Song You Want To Play At Your Funeral:

'Angel' by Amanda Perez. Idunno why. It just seems like a good one for a funeral. Sort of.

Random Challenge: Day 12

Something You Never Get Compliments On:
Everything. I don't get compliments. :p

A Letter To The Person That Gave Me My Favorite Memory.

Dear Everyone.
Thnks fr th mmrs. (:

Picture: 25

A Picture Of Your Day:
This has been my day so far.
I'm tired a'f.

Music Day 23

A Song That You Want To Play At Your Wedding:

'Hold On Till May' by Pierce The Veil.

Random Challenge: Day 11

Something People Seem To Compliment You The Most On:

Nothing. Like, literally. I've gotten a few compliments on my hair but that's it.

A Letter To The Last Person I Kissed.

Dear Ashlynne, (I know I've already written a letter to you but you're the only person I've ever kissed, so.)
IloveyouIloveyouIloveyouIloveyou. So much. I honestly don't know what I would do without you. That kiss between us was amazing. I know you probably don't think so but hey, it was my first time. Ahah. I'm such a noob. But just so you know, don't be afraid to kiss me again. Lolkidding. I know it can't happen. I love you, Ashlynne. (:

Picture: 24

A Picture Of Something You Wish You Could Change:

I wish I could go back and start over the entire month of October. I would change everything.

Music Day 22

A Song That You Listen To When You're Sad:

'Airplanes' by B.o.B & Hayley Williams.

Random Challenge: Day 10

Someone You Need To Let Go Of Or Wish You Didn't Know:

I don't let go of people. I like knowing the people I know.

A Letter To Someone I Want To Give A Second Chance To.

I don't know if I believe in second chances anymore.

Picture: 23

A Picture Of Your Favorite Book:
'Hush, Hush' by Becca Fitzpatrick.
I love Patch.

Music Day 21

A Song You Listen To When You're Happy:

'THIS POISON'S MY INTOXICATION. I BROKE THE NEEDLE OFF IN MY SKIN. I PICKED THE SCABS AND PICKED THE BLEEDING AND ASSUMED THAT IT WAS ALL IN VAIN.'
'Let It Bleed' by The Used.

Random Challenge: Day 9

Someone You Didn't Want To Let Go But Just Drifted.

Justina Bingham.
She was my best friend from fourth grade till she left in the middle of eighth grade. I enjoyed having her as a friend but when she moved away we lost contact. And we still don't even talk.

A Letter To Someone I Judged By Their First Impression.

Dear Ciara,
I know I probably judge everyone by their first impression but you're the main one I remember. Before I got to know you, I thought you and everyone you hung out with were snobs. I didn't like you guys at all. That was like all of seventh grade and the first part of eighth. But then you guys sat by me in chorus class and I got to know that you guys were crazy a'f. And I liked it. You guys always made me cheese hardcore. I wish you still lived here. You were a pretty chill person.

Picture: 22

A Picture Of Something You Wish You Were Better At:

I wish I was better at relationships. But then again I think everyone wishes that. :p

Music Day 20

A Song That You Listen To When You're Angry:

'I FUCKED THIS WHITE GIRL WHO GOT A PINK RANGE AND SHE DRIVES FAST IN THE SLOW LANE. SHE GOT A NECK TATTOO AND ALL HER CLOTHES ARE NEW, SHE GOT A NECK TATTOO AND ALL HER CLOTHES ARE NEW.' Yeah that song. Which is called 'She Got A' by T. Mills.

Random Challenge: Day 8

Someone Who Made Your Life Hell Or Treated You Like Shit.

Myself. I have my own self-made living hell. Yup.

A Letter To Someone That Broke My Heart The Hardest.

This would be another letter to self. Not going to do it. :p

Picture: 21

A Picture Of Something You Wish You Could Forget:
I wish I could forget everything about cutting.

Music Day Nineteen

A Song From Your Favorite Album:

I don't really have a favorite album. I'll just go with 'Rebel Love Song' by BVB from the Set The World On Fire album.

Random Challenge: Day 7

Someone Who Has Made Your Life Worth Living For:

Ashlynne, Bear, my mom, Chelsey, Violet, Kassy. That's all I can think of.

A Letter To Someone That Pesters My Mind.

Dear Best Friends, (Ashlynne, Taylor)

Both of you pester my mind. Like, always. Sometimes it's good. Sometimes bad. But mostly good.

-Ashlynne. To be completely honest, you seem to be on my mind the most. I think it's because we spend the majority of our time together and we have so many inside jokes. I just hear something we usually joke about and you automatically pop into my mind. It's a good thing. I just wish .. nevermind. I wish for that too much. I love you. You're my favorite. And you already know that but I just thought I should tell you. (:

-Taylor. I miss how things used to be between us. I know they seem the same, but to me, on the inside, I'm still scared you're going to .. leave me, for the lack of a better phrase. I'm sorry for everything I did/am doing. I really am. But I'm not going any further into this because it's wayyy too personal for both of us. But I love you. And if you do leave me, I probably still will love you.

I love you both with everything I have. I can't imagine losing either of you. And I almost did lose one of you. But let's not go into that. This isn't the place for that. But yeah. Anyway that's all I have to say.

Picture: 20

A Picture Of Somewhere You'd Love To Travel:

Amsterdam, man.
I'm not a stoner or anything. I just want to go there because it looks pretty a'f. (:

Music Day Eighteen

A Song That You Wish You Heard On The Radio:

'King For A Day' by Pierce The Veil.
This would be a good radio song. (:

Random Challenge: Day 6

Something You Hope You Never Have To Do:

I hope I never have to bury someone close to me. In all honesty, I want to die before everyone I love. I know that's not a good thing to say but it's what I feel. :p

A Letter To The Person I Wish I Could Be.

Is this like, personality-wise, or? I'm not writing a letter to myself. So.

Dear Juliet Simms,
I wish I could be you. You're dating(dated?) Andy Biersack. I'm so jealous.

Picture: 19

A Picture And A Letter:

ADTR

So. Here's a picture. And there are four letters. Happy?

Music Day Seventeen

A Song That You Hear Often On The Radio:

I hear the song 'Want You Back' a lot.
I gets annoying really. :p

Random Challenge: Day 5

Something You Hope To Do In Your Life:

I want to meet the Black Veil Brides. Yeah buddy. (:

A Letter To Someone From My Childhood.

Dude. I don't even remember my childhood.

Picture: 18

A  Picture Of Your Biggest Insecurity:

Yeah. My biggest insecurity? Myself.

Music Day Sixteen

A Song That You Used To Love But Now Hate:

I can't really pinpoint one song so I'm going to go with something else. When I was a kid, I listened to country. Only because my mom did. I'm going to assume I liked it. But now I hate country. It's so pointless.

Random Challenge: Day 4

Something You Have To Forgive Someone For:

Yeah not going to do this one.

A Letter To Someone That's Not In My State/Country.

Dear Kassandra,

God dammit why did you have to move? We could of still had our three musketeers thing going on. Damn you Kassy. But I love's you anyway. (:

Picture: 17

A Picture Of Something That Has Made A Huge Impact On Your Life Recently:

Well. I've been sitting here for like 5 minutes trying to think of something. But I can't. There is one thing, but I'd rather not go into it because it's more personal and that's for my other blog. :p But anyway.

Music Day Fifteen

A Song That Describes You:

'Monster' by Skillet. xD Lol.

Random Challenge: Day 3

Something You Have To Forgive Yourself For:

Ha. Everything. Trust me.

A Letter To The Person I Miss The Most.

I'm not going to write a letter for this because I already wrote a letter to the person I miss. I miss my brother. I miss the way he could make me laugh no matter what kind of mood I was in. I miss his laugh. I miss his weirdness. I miss you Rj. And I think I need you now more than ever.

Picture: 16

A Picture Of Someone That Inspires You:

Andrew Dennis Biersack. Omfg. Why are you so gorgeous. I Love You.

Music Day Fourteen

A Song That No One Would Expect You To Love:

I think I'm going to go with 'Caribou Lou' by Tech N9ne. Only because I'm not a Tech N9ne fan but I like that song.